New Existence

I used blog all the time. It's strange thinking back on all those things that once consumed me, all those things that I felt the need to write about, all before kids. The girls changed me, they made me better. The circumstances around their births, their growing up, have given me a new sense of maturity, and emotional maturity if you will, that I never imagined it could.

Hence why my other blog slowly faded away. My reason to blog no longer existed due to this new existence in my life. All those thing just didn't matter to me anymore, I changed and I welcomed this new phase.

When I was growing up, I remember my sister sewing doll clothes. My project was a pillow. It did get finished thanks to the bobbin on my Mom's 1970's Singer machine. The more that bobbin would bunch up the less patience I had to learn so I gave up. For years I never realized the creative potential in myself. It wouldn't be until I got married and began scrapbooking that I was onto something. The person who introduced me to blogging also introduced me to card making. I loved all these paper crafts but as my girls were born I found myself having less money to invest in these fun crafts.

It only took me one day to learn to sew and how surprised I was how easily it is to sew on a machine that worked. I love this feeling of creating without a pattern, just coming up with ideas on my own with items around my house or thrift stores. It taps into a part of me that for years I never knew existed but so glad I discovered it.